Yours
If I could rise above and see the end, I could make it one more day
Facing my current reality makes it hard to stay
Trapped in a swirl of emptiness, unsure of what is real
Praying past the numbness, wanting desperately to feel
Afraid my life has become a slave to this awful place
If only for a moment, Lord, I could look upon Your face
How long must I stay here and fight this worthless fight?
There is no point anymore I’ve forgotten all but night
The darkness and confusion is all that I can see
Fading fast the remnants of what used to be me
Feeling forgotten and alone I cry out yet again
I refuse to give up and I will not give in
If You choose to leave me here, then this is where I’ll stay
I do not understand it and I hate it everyday
But even through the hatred for this place that’s close to hell
I believe You have a plan and a story left to tell
Whatever Your reason, I trust You with my life
And if You choose, Lord, to take it…I give it without fight